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Hello world!

Ok. Today, I did not go to school as I was sick : / Staying at home is boring especially if your body is too weak to do anything. Sigh. And I wasn’t being stubborn today. Bleah. I visited the doctor early in the morning! Usually, I would either procastinate or simply ignore the fact that I’m not sick and doctors cannot cure me. Oh wells. Visited the doctor that was under some MP. It was surprisingly fast. I waited for like 5-10 minutes. The doctor took my temperature and it was like 39.2 deg T.T I was like WTF?! It’s been years since I had high fever : ( Anyways, I am suffering from flu, cough,sore throat, fever, ulcer and my eyes are red like a peacock : /

Got home and ate the medicine. It tasted horrible : ( I was tempted to drink the whole bottle of cough syrup again. But overdose can lead to death so oh wells. Received a call from YJ.Ahahaha. Of all people. You woke me up dude.Hahaha. And Shirlyn Toh called soon afterwards. : / She thought I ponned her class on purpose. Oh well.

I couldn’t sleep so I watched F1 videos from the previous races around the world. F1 is spectacular. Ahahaha. My dream is to follow F1 all around the world be it alone or with my spouse or something like that. Ahahaha. When I worked during Singapore F1, a lot of Caucasians were travelling on their own to watch the races. Even teenagers are out roaming about. Wah. I was damn envious of the lifestyle they had man. The education system in Singapore is seriously flawed. You study so that you can get good grades. After that, you work till you die. That life.. is stupid. Oh wells.

And my mom scolded me because I used $7 to buy deodarant -.- Wow. I did not receive allowance this week cos I got hari raya money. That is why I hate hari raya. I have no mood to celebrate hari raya or go out for family gatherings. Oh wells. I didn’t go out much anyway.

And Hwee told me that PES 2009 is out! I gotta buy it. After my brother gets his pay that is.

I seriously abhor the feeling of being sick. It makes me feel so weak and powerless. I can’t go to the gym or do the things I like like playing a guitar. All I do is just lying down on the bed, being comatose and not being able to move about. Sigh. I always thought that I could never get sick. I  guess I was wrong. I couldn’t control my temper when I was sick. I was cursing and swearing as I was searching frantically for a stupid thing such as the house keys. That made me trip. I learnt how to control my anger over the past few years. No more breaking of doors or what not. I guess fear was the only thing keeping my anger in check.

I don’t like the feeling of being angry.Although it was like only for 15 seconds. Sigh. Oh well. But it feels like a monster has taken over you when you are mad. Kinda like the Hulk. Oh well.

And I need to do the medsoc assignment. But I don’t have the book. T.T

And thanks Ryl,Bev,Wan,Eme,Atiqa,ATQ,Meng Handayani for those wishes. Thanks : )