Dreaming with a broken heart.

Hello,

didn’t really sleep for the whole of last nigh. I wanted to watch football. Man Utd Vs Villareal. It ended with a draw. Sigh. But things are starting to look promising. Ronaldo is back. Yay.

Slept at 6am and woke up at 10. Received a call from Patrick Wong. He told me that I can’t take 8 mods next sem. Sigh. Loc vid will be pushed to the April 09 Sem. Which means I will take loc vid with the year ones :/ Sigh. I kinda have mixed feelings about it. I’m happy because I’m given another chance to redeem myself.On the other hand, I’m extremely disappointed at myself for failing a module.Blah. Whatever. Sigh. But I know that I have my friends around when I’m in need. My friends are awesome. : ) Michelle,Atiqa,Eme,Em,YJ,Wan,ATQ and not forgetting Ryl and my bestf : )) Thanks. I love you guys so much!(Brotherly love for YJ and Wan. Hahaha.)

I guess. I have to work hard after suffering this set back. I will use Man Utd as an example. They got knocked out of the 06/07 Champions League Semifinal by AC Milan. But, they were crowned Kings of Europe the next season. All they did was to work hard and have some luck along the way but hey. Ultimately, they worked hard despite suffering a setback earlier on.

However, there are cases where setbacks got the better of someone. But I shall not think about it. I shall work hard and will never give up.

I guess it’s kinda weird. I was sad when I failed. I tried to appeal on Tuesday. But I didn’t bring money. So I went home. On my way back, I was listening to some Rock and Blues music. That was when Tears In Heaven reached out to me. Although the song deals about death, the message is similar. I must be strong, to carry on.

But after all this, I’m still hurting up inside real bad. I didn’t feel any joy when I played guitar just now.My thoughts are being imprisoned by failure.Someone help me. Oh god please help me. Sigh.

i hope time can heal everyting.