I’m lovestruck baby.

I’m lovestruck baby I must confess. With cars. hahaha. I remembered the last time I followed the hype was when Transformers was screened. Back then, I wished cars could transform and talk to me and protect me-.-

Hahaha.F1 cool luh. I just discussed with my bro to split the bill in order to buy the F1 game for Ps3. Cool ok. Hahaha.

Ohohoh. And I just realised I didn’t take pictures during the F1 races T.T After failing miserably at trying to capture a picture of an F1 car in action during qualifying, I gave up trying during the actual race. hahaha. Hopefully, I can get it from Kenneth or something. Teehee.

I’ll be going to Peanut’s house later. He wants to challenge me WE 2008. But I suck at it : ( Sigh. Can’t wait to challenge Jerky though. All the rave reviews heard about him. Heh.

My brothers and I planned to get these few games. Hopefully, we can buy it.lol.

1) Rockband with the whole set -.-

2) F1

3)Winning Eleven 2009

4)Smackdown Vs Raw 2009

Till here. Shall edit this post later.

Back from Hwee Shengs house. Hahaha. Wah. He got a lot of games sei. Kenny, Sheng Yang, Cheong Ghim, Theck Sheng and Jerky were there too. All the chinese dudes. ahhaha. Played Winning Eleven. Spent most of the time shouting at Sheng Yang-.- Sorry dude. Couldnt help it. : ( Left at 4 and headed home after that.

And tomorrow is Raye! yay. I’m gonna plan carefully on what I am going to buy with the money. I love money ok. I shall admit that. It’s my greatest flaw. Sigh.  Don’t feel like blogging about it.

FORCE INDIA!!!

Hello all. I worked at the Singapore Grand Prix for the past 3 days. It was awesome. Wooooots. It made me consider wanting to watch the race as a spectator next year.Teehee.

26/9/08

First day of work. I walked past through JE interchange while receiving strange stares from strangers : ( It must be the orange tee. Bleah. Oh wellls. Met Jerky on the train station. OMG. He must be the most kanchiong guy ever. Always want to take the next train and rush for things when we are not late-.- Chill dude. Hahaha. Collected the pass from the big, white tent and headed to the Esplanade. We were walking like headless chickens as we had absolutely no idea on where to go. We then saw the head and he brought us to the basement of Esplanade. Breakfast came.Waited for Jerky to finish his food because I was fasting. After the briefing and all, we headed to Connaught Grandstand. Like always, a lot of the ushers took pictures. Hahaha. The weather was freaking warm and humid. It was so hot that it seared my skin : ( And I was fasting so I was dehydrated. See luh. Act strong some more : /But it was fun. The supporting races were pleasant to watch. : )

27/9/08

It’s my brothers birthday! What more to watch on his birthday then the merseyside derby. And Liverpile won: ( Ok. I shall be happy. Hahaha. Met new friends such as Sharmine, Sharmaine?(sp) hahaha,William, Wesley, Priscilla, Corinne, Shan(a girl who is doesnt look like her age and obsessed with money.teehee) and not forgetting Kenneth! Hahaha.They are awesome man. Ok. I’m really lazy to update. Hahaha.

28/9/08

Race day! Wooots. We watched the race after work!We walked about the park to secure a good spot. Sadly, it was packed everywhere! Then we got a gleamour of hope. The security guard let us go to the grandstand if we wore our usher shirt.And there we go. We put on the usher shirt for the last time. I felt like as if I was the power ranger. The usher shirt grants you access to almost everywhere.It was nice. Wow. The race was spectacular. Alonso was pure class. He raced superbly and his tactics were spot on. Ferrari was in shambles. Too bad. The calamity by the green lighting system. See. Machine is no better than man. No point in making robots. Hung out with Kenneth, Shan, William and Jerky after the race. Everybody was dead beat. But it was nice knowing them. It sucks parting ways after just getting to know them : ( I hope we can meet up some time and have fun again. Hhahaha.

Ok picture time.

Eh. F1 uh : D

10 reasons why Formula One is better than sex:

10. It’s socially acceptable to do it while others watch

9. Bigger cars don’t necessarily get more attention

8. The phone won’t ring while you’re in the middle of a race

7. You get to use your rubber more than once

6. You don’t have to sit through a movie and dinner beforehand

5. You and the car always finish at the same time

4. You always know exactly where to put your hands

3. You drive as hard as you can, right from the off

2. The quicker you finish, the better you are

1. You can do it more than once in one afternoon.

Teehee.

To End The Rapture

Hello world. Please ignore my previous post. I was feeling rather un-Miril as Ryl would have put it. Lol. I’ve been happy for the past few days I think.

Met up with Orang Numbor Satu Hijau, YJ and Michelle yesterday for break fast at Adams Road yesterday. Tried the Nasi Lemak that was being raved about by food critics. It was nice. The rice was soft and the aroma is pleasant. The amount of coconut milk in the rice is just perfect. The sambal has that awesome old-school taste. Nowadays, most sambals are either too sweet or bland. Yes, you need to use sugar to make sambal. I love my parents’ sambal though both taste different: ) Ok. The chicken is not bad. The egg is kinda cool. Hahaha. Ok. I wanted to be a food critic when I grow up. Oh wells.

What’s the big idea of filling a cup with ice to the brink. I was dying of thirst yesterday T.T Argh. Headed to Island Creamery after that. Eme came and we did the usual. Dai-Di! Yay. Hahaha. I miss playing daidi with them. The ice cream at Island Creamery is overrated : / Oh wells. Who cares about the taste of ice cream when you have awesome company : )

Me, Orang Numbor Satu Hijau(in case you are wondering who this is, it’s Mr Wan Greenie in Malay. Teehee) and YJ reminiscene about our past. We talked about giving up guitars and drums so that we can play Tamiya! Woolemak. Tamiya siol. We plan to use the stretch along the convention centre to race. We shall use badminton rackets to guide the cars. If that fails, I have the racing track at home! Wooooooooooooooooooo!

Those were the good old days: ) We talked about what we used to do the cars. The races we competed in. The engines we use and the modifications we make to our cars.Man, it feels so good to talk like that. We were being boys : )

After that, we talked about Beyblade. Beyblade would have been so much fun if the bit beasts were real : / But oh well.

I did nothing much today. Gymmed alone and met up with Iskandar to do pull-ups. Hahaha. Yay. I can finish the streth of the monkey bar now ; D It used to be difficult ok : / ANDANDAND. I WATCHED HEROES! WOOOTS. I LOVELOVELOVE THAT SHOW. AWESOME. I LOVE HAYDEN PANETTIERE AND KRISTEN BELL SO MUCH. : ))) AND KRISTEN BELL SHARES THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS ME: )))) And I think I will sleep early tonight. Maybe that’s what has been making me happy.  Sleeping early. I slept at 9.15,8.30,10 for the past few days except yesterday. Hahaha. Oh wells. At least my eye bags are gone. I think. And I feel fresher and happier : )

TTFN : )

I ABSOLUTELY ABHOR MIO!

HELLO MIO! YOU ARE A QUEER AND YOU OUGHT TO KNOW THAT. STOP DISCONNECTING ME FROM THE INTERNET GODDAMNIT.SHEESH.ITS FUCKING IRRITATING. IM DISCONNECTING EVERY TWO GAYDICK MINUTES AND THIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME.MORNING,AFTERNOON OR NIGHT. YOU NAME IT. FUCK IT. RGH. IM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW. I KNOW. COMPLAINING ISNT GOING TO HELP. BUT FUCK IT. I KNOW NUTS ABOUT TECHNOLOGY.LIFE WOULD BE BETTER IF FOOTBALL IS THE ONLY THING THAT EXIST.ARGH. I CAN’T WAIT FOR AUGUST 2009 WHEN I SHALL REVERT FROM MIO THE CUNT TO STARHUB.SINGTEL SUCKS. PERIOD. _|_ YOU CAN GO SUCK FUCKING DONKEY BALLS.

I DONT KNOW WHY I’M PISSED RIGHT NOW. MY RIGHT SHOULDER BLADE IS ANNOYING THE CRAP OUT OF ME. IT HURTS WHEN I WANT TO PLAY GUITAR! PFFT. YOU KNOW WHAT. FUCK IT.

I LISTEN TO THIS WHEN IM PISSED OFF.

FUCK!

Someday, I’ll too will fly and find you.

The willow it weeps today
A breeze from a distance
Is calling your name
Unfurl your black wings and wait
Across the horizons coming to sweep you away
Its coming to sweep you away

I’m listening to Alternative rock now. Don’t judge me people.

K. I’m back. Slowly, I’m recovering from the disappointment. I feel better now.

Yesterday was a day of mixed emotions. Went to Suntec with Jerky for the F1 briefing. Wow. The whole thing was unorganized. We wasted a lot of time in queing up. But it’s not our fault. Sigh. There were other mishaps but I’m too lazy to type it out. Bleah. Overall. Organization sucks. Sigh.

After that, parted ways with Jerky and I headed to Suntec to meet Atiqatek, YJ and Michelle. Ate at KFC. Hahaha. I felt cheated! The Chicken Breast and Thigh were small! Pfft. We headed to Cathay after that cos YJ and Atiqa wanted to eat BNJ. I wanted to watch soccer. Iskandar messaged me saying that Man UTd(THE GREATEST TEAM IN THE GALAXY>WOOO) took the lead. Told YJ and we scrambled to find a bar to watch soccer. After 2453645321 of searching, we found a nice small bar packed with football fans. We heard a couple bicker. It was hysterical yet scary at the same time. Oh wells. We moved out at half time so as to avoid the bickering couple from doing something stupid and to find a place to seat.

We dropped by Hotel Rendezvous. OMG. I made a fool out of myself: ( I told the Bartender person that I wanted to buy a mocktail that is pineapple by flavour. Little did I know that mocktail is a mixture of stuffs. : ( Oh wells. Paid $9.50 for it. We were at the edge of our seats when watched the match. It was nerve wrecking ok. The ref is a cock sucker who is biased. He must be blind. Sigh. Chelsea equalised at the 80 min mark. : ( BOOOOOO! WE ALL HATE CHELSCUM! Went home after the match. Took 502(my fav bus) with Michelle. Saw Clarence at Guo Ren at the playground-.- Lol. They are mad. Lepakin at 1am. hahaha. Joined them for a while. Went home and bathed after that.

The weather yesterday was super scary! It was like Kabooom and Wooosh and WOETAGAEG~ And the winds were howling louder than usual ; ( I thought something bad was going to happen. Hugged onto my bolster real tight to calm me down. Lol. Hugging cures everything ok.Well, most of the times. Sigh.

Did nothing much today. Roar.

Bola Taik

Hello,

Ok. So today was uhm ok. Woke up.Had predawn meal.Go back to sleep.Wake up.Go for Friday Prayers. Met up with Akmal,Sal and Az. Hahaha. Crazy dudes.

After that, played Sepak Takraw(the one with the feather thing.Teehee) in Fuhua. I wore the Fuhua PE Tshirt. It’s been a long time eh.I wanted to fool the guard but it backfired-.- Bleah. Played Takraw with Az, Sal and Naz. Faruq joined afterwards. Wah. Damn tiring sia. Especially during fasting month. I was struggling to keep myself hydrated by breathing and relaxing my muscles-.- Blah. But it’s fun. After breaking fast in the evening, hung out with Sal and Az at the canal. Me and Az talked about honour killing-.-

Sigh. Patrick Wong just emailed me. The whole thing is really …. If I don’t do well for writcom for next sem, I’ll be dismissed. If I pass writcom and barely pass the other subjects, my graduation will be delayed. Oh god please help me.

I love this song : )

Dreaming with a broken heart.

Hello,

didn’t really sleep for the whole of last nigh. I wanted to watch football. Man Utd Vs Villareal. It ended with a draw. Sigh. But things are starting to look promising. Ronaldo is back. Yay.

Slept at 6am and woke up at 10. Received a call from Patrick Wong. He told me that I can’t take 8 mods next sem. Sigh. Loc vid will be pushed to the April 09 Sem. Which means I will take loc vid with the year ones :/ Sigh. I kinda have mixed feelings about it. I’m happy because I’m given another chance to redeem myself.On the other hand, I’m extremely disappointed at myself for failing a module.Blah. Whatever. Sigh. But I know that I have my friends around when I’m in need. My friends are awesome. : ) Michelle,Atiqa,Eme,Em,YJ,Wan,ATQ and not forgetting Ryl and my bestf : )) Thanks. I love you guys so much!(Brotherly love for YJ and Wan. Hahaha.)

I guess. I have to work hard after suffering this set back. I will use Man Utd as an example. They got knocked out of the 06/07 Champions League Semifinal by AC Milan. But, they were crowned Kings of Europe the next season. All they did was to work hard and have some luck along the way but hey. Ultimately, they worked hard despite suffering a setback earlier on.

However, there are cases where setbacks got the better of someone. But I shall not think about it. I shall work hard and will never give up.

I guess it’s kinda weird. I was sad when I failed. I tried to appeal on Tuesday. But I didn’t bring money. So I went home. On my way back, I was listening to some Rock and Blues music. That was when Tears In Heaven reached out to me. Although the song deals about death, the message is similar. I must be strong, to carry on.

But after all this, I’m still hurting up inside real bad. I didn’t feel any joy when I played guitar just now.My thoughts are being imprisoned by failure.Someone help me. Oh god please help me. Sigh.

i hope time can heal everyting.

Anarchy in my world

Omg. I am so totally lost right now. I received a phone call from Shirlyn Toh in the morning. She couldn’t up the grade but she told me that I can take Writcom plus loc vid for next sem meaning that I will take up a total of 8 modules including IS. The new timetable soon came out and I realized that writcom wasn’t inside. I was like. Eh. Wtf. So ok. I went to the gym after that. When I returned home from gym, my timetable changed. AGAIN! This time, locvid was substituted by writcom ; ( I WAS LIKE WTF?! Now, I’m depressed again. I was hoping to take both the modules at the same time. Sigh. I hope it works. I’m going to march down that FMS office tomorrow and seek some advice on this chaotic issue. Sigh.

Faceless man

I refuse to be denied.

Sigh. I had another bad start today. I logged in into the NPal thing. My GPA grades are absolutely horrible. I failed writcom. I must retake it next sem. Sigh. What is wrong with me? I wasted 1 year of my life doing NA now I must retake a module that I abhor. Ten years ago, things were much simpler. Have fun all day. Now. Sigh. I guess it’s part of growing up. It’s a painful process. Sigh. I was absolutely flabbergasted by my results. Sigh. There’s nothing much I can do now. I’m going to appeal tomorrow. Hopefully, things will turn out ok.

And I still have yet to pay the stupid fine. Sigh. My life is going through a rough patch right now. I hate it. I never felt so angry and disappointed at myself before. Disappointment. Sigh. What can you say about disappointment? It’s like being beaten, bruised and scarred. The bitterness of it doesn’t fade away immediately. It still bites. The venom of it is still there. Sigh. I’m going to the gym soon. It just serves as a distraction. But what’s the use of smokescreening something when you know the problem is still there. Sigh.

Stupid fine. What did I get myself into this time. Sigh. I need a glimpse of hope now. But I can’t seem to find it now. Sigh. When I hear your voice, peace surrounds me. Darkness turns to light. It felt better. I find happiness. But you pulled away. He hits the ground.

The sunshine never comes. When will things get better. Soon I hope. It’s depressing. I feel so alone. My misery begins to drown me and I’m tied by a rope of anxiety.

Michelle called. Thanks luh. I really really needed that. Your phone call was absolutely hysterical : ) It cheered me up a whole lot. <3 Thanks for eveything ok. : ) We shall meet up soon : )

I love my bestfie a lot too. Thanks for those encouraging words. You suffered a lot of setbacks last time. Now, you are even stronger than ever. And I sought solace in those words of yours : ) And the vids you asked me to watch are super retarded luh.Heh. But it’s cute and I want one of them too : )

Met up with Fadhil and gymmed. It was ok. Laughed and irritated him as usual.

But I still can’t escape the fact of my results. Sigh.